can it be?

Then and now, i can honestly say, i am hooked. Fascinated by his charm. Curious of his parting. In love with the smell that radiated from him. It is impossible 2 describe with words. too good to be true, amazing.
most of that stil holds true. Only now i know. If i had the choice change that, to take the other path, i do not think i would. This path is hard, but nothing can be worse than not knowing who he was. Or maybe what is a better question; one i never would have thought to ask had it not been for the next night.