my head in the clouds, my mind in the rain, my heart in the storm, myself in pain.

There is not privacy that cannot be penitrated,
no secrets kept in the civilized world

Fill your empty room with the sun.!!1!.

can it be?

Then and now, i can honestly say, i am hooked. Fascinated by his charm. Curious of his parting. In love with the smell that radiated from him. It is impossible 2 describe with words. too good to be true, amazing.
most of that stil holds true. Only now i know. If i had the choice change that, to take the other path, i do not think i would. This path is hard, but nothing can be worse than not knowing who he was. Or maybe what is a better question; one i never would have thought to ask had it not been for the next night.

Maybe i should hate you for this, never really did ever quite get that far.

You put yourself in stupid places. Yes, i think you know it's true. Situations where it's easy 2 look down on you. I think you like 2 be the victim. Think you like 2 be in pain. I think you make yourself the victim, almost every single day. You do what you do, say what you say. You try 2 be everything 2 everyone. You know all the right ppl, you play all the right games. Always try 2 be everything 2 everyone. Yeah you do it again. You always do it again.