failure

i can hear the heart beating in your chest, it makes me aware your alive.
that there is life is your body.
flowing through your veins is the blood of a thousand failures, and just as many have givin up.
you'll be different, i tell myself...i tell you.
i shall tell the world.
you can prove them wrong..
you can live without the sorrow;
you can live with the happiness.
you can forget that the chances are screaming for your faiure.
you tell me you know you can.
"i did," you say.
i strive to believe you.
you lied to me.
your lies, your ghost,
will forever haunt me...
your blood flows in my veins,
the blood of a thousand
..failures